Kathy's Thoughts

My thoughts on life around me and trying to find the true me.

Growing up

on April 19, 2012

My heart is heavy.  Years ago (I won’t mention how many), I dated a guy that I thought I was going to marry.  I got really close to his Mother.  I even called her Mom.  While her Son and I were too immature to make our relationship work, we have remained friends (with my husband’s blessing) over the years.  Yesterday morning I received news that she passed away.

I haven’t spoken to Mom in many a year but she was always in my heart.  I am struggling with her death.  I want to go and pay my respects but I don’t want to hurt her Daughter by being there (not sure she likes me after I broke her Brother’s heart).  The other thing I am struggling with is the fact that I committed to training this weekend and I don’t want to back away from a commitment. 

Growing up Stinks!


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